mood: RETAIL THERAPHY
music: SUKA SUKA

i just got home two hours ago after 6 hours of shopping spree with jijots. thanks dearest. mama should have followed lah. if not we can cabbed home. hehe. besty couldnt tag along as she has a family outing.

yup, i was out to buy clothes for tomorrow's interview. my goodness, for a less than 10 minutes session i had to spend. but i really went around with jijot to get the baju that atleast i can wear for a casual outing. guess how much i spend it total?

2 Dorothy Perkins Blouse for $59
1 Dorothy Perkins Blouse for $56
1 SportsBra BodyNits $15
1 Za Foundation $17.90
1 Pair of Heels $48

Yup. the heels i wanted it to my hari raya heels. sportsbra was freaking cute and was on sale, actual prize was $39.90. Foundation dah pinish, had to get one. 2 Perkins Blouse was for the interview tomorrow. 1 Flowery DP Blouse was the real Splurge. Alhamdulillah, ibu sponsored $100 for the interview stuff. But now i practically burn a big hole at my capri pants. jijot had also a blasting day, why? she bought great stuff today. haha. it wasn't bad afterall you see. going out with your own cousin. and i guess this year, we are doing the same thing for our hair. amaciam? set go ah.

naddy thought i was getting engaged to bf. no ehk.
safiah is not official SOMEONE's.
safiah is OFFICIALLY something's.
okay, i want to make sure my resume is okay.
all the best people. and CT is less that 7 days.
takot!

Labels: RETAIL THERAPHY

mood: ALHAMDULILLAH
music: BATTLEFIELD-JORDIN SPARKS

Lets breakdown the TO DO list:
1) 6 Literature Reviews (2 Done, 4 left )
2) NurM Week 3 & 4
3) Resume & Cover letter

Upcoming Events:
22/24May09 MCC FOC
27May09 TP
29May09 NYE MEET FIESTA BUKU @ SUNTEC CITY
23/26June09 GOPENG, IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP

Im officially attached. yes very much. after the first breakdowns and all the rough times we've been through, your finally mine. alhamdulillah. abah/ibu thank for the restu that you gave to us. we will treasure each other till death do us apart.
yes, after 7 months of being together. effort put in. we are finally there.

i have a lot of things to be done this week and the next. i have my interview this monday along with my nsl practical. i have yet to even get the attire ready for the interview. yup. money money money. its all making me sick.
i wonder why F is being so freaking lenient to A. somehow, i feel lucky that F was much strict with me and see where am i today. i just hope A realise everybody just one the best out of her.
Guess meeting bf later. see hows the condition like.

Besty, wait okay. once i got it, i will bring you.

mood: FEEL LIKE STICKING
music: PERMANENT-DAVID COOK

Lets breakdown the TO DO list:
1) 6 Literature Reviews (2 Done, 4 left )
2) NurM Week 3 & 4
3) Resume & Cover letter

Upcoming Events:
22/24May09 MCC FOC
27May09 TP
29May09 NYE MEET FIESTA BUKU @ SUNTEC CITY
31May09 MEE GORENG PARTY @ HAIZA'S
23/26June09 GOPENG, IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP

My day started fresh though. But it ended marvelous when im able to meet bcc. Yes like i said before, i adore short meet ups rather than a whole day date. Why? because we tend to fight for no freaking reason. I hate that. So yeah. takpe lah kalau just talking in the bus on the way home. takpelah kalau just having him irritate me with his bites. im like his biting block, nak kena sawan agaknya tu.

yup, today stimulation lab practise was super great. because we had our stressful pressure on tuesday ns5 tutorial, so today was kind off okay. it was really one of a kind. i dont feel much pressure accept for the fact that there is FYP/INTERVIEW/NSL. pengsan.
Okay takpe. Saturday i will be back from MCC FOC. i want to enjoy my 2 days. then after that im off with assignments and persediaan for next TP. gosh. insyallah.

you are strong d, i know you are. you have faced problems that are way worst than this. stay strong dear. ily.

mood: SMILEY
music: HEARTLESS-KRIS ALLEN


thanks to my two dearest N and J for the help today. seriously wouldn't have gotten it completed without both of your help. thanks dearest.


Lets breakdown the TO DO list:
1) 6 Literature Reviews (2 Done, 4 left )
2) NS5 Week 3 & 4
3) NurM Week 3 & 4
4) CT Week 3 & 4


Upcoming Events:
22/24May09 MCC FOC
27May09 TP29May09 NYE MEET FIESTA BUKU @ SUNTEC CITY
31May09 MEE GORENG PARTY @ HAIZA'S
23/26June09 GOPENG, IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP


Yes. Friday im off with the MCClove to enjoy the weekend. I havent update myself with them alot. I miss Tek/Mak/sMELLY/Kicks/Dayah semua ku rindu. I miss talking till i laugh like hell. I miss singing like nobody cares whether its nice to be heard. I miss taking that gasp of air. Thanks F for sharing with me. No worries, take everything on your pace okay F. Relationships have its high tides and lowest of them.


So i will be sleeping over till Saturday night. Yup. I meet you guys soon okay dearest. Eera lets rock Kyn's group.

Labels: LOVE

mood: TIRED
music: BATTLEFIELD-JORDIN SPARKS

Lets breakdown the TO DO list:
1) 6 Literature Reviews (2 Done, 4 left )
2) NS5 Week 3 & 4
3) NurM Week 3 & 4
4) CT Week 3 & 4

Upcoming Events:
22/24May09 MCC FOC
27May09 TP
29May09 NYE MEET FIESTA BUKU @ SUNTEC CITY
31May09 MEE GORENG PARTY @ HAIZA'S
23/26June09 GOPENG, IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP

Ns5 lesson i admit it is really make you thing twice why you choose nursing as a career. subhannallah. tell me how do i cope once i pass out as a nurse. its scary. personally, i dont feel like graduating. eventhough im sick and tired of school.

and lets just say, im trying my best to enjoy whats left to enjoy in school. i cant stand the sight of N in front of my face. im trying not to judge you to soon my dear friend. but i dont like you acting as though u freaking own the world. guess what, pergi reflect on yourself.
bcc fetched me from school today, banyak lah dier punya tak nak jumpa for a week. hehehe. see baru 2nd day dah jumpa. member naik seronok gigit-gigit tangan gueh. nyiraps jab.

yes. very sweet isn't it my dearest bcc. my goodness. now im still strugling with CT test tomorrow and to touch up on my Literature Review. Stress nya.

bcc, im stressed up.

Labels: Bola Golf.

mood: STRESS FREE
music: TERLANJUR CINTA- ROSSA

today was draggy. yes all the way from madrasah. gosh i hate seing H face and all the craps that always came out of that cute mouth. even when i told bcc, instead of agreeing with me; he melayankan aku. mangkuk betul.

meet him today. just awhile ago. i wanted to buy a few stationaries at POPULAR bookstore and some books for the literature review that im due to submit. bcc accompanied all the way eventhough he was tired. yup he just came back from chalet with his family. walked around for a little while, surveyed things. next we were talking on how he is going to celebrate his Hari Raya this year. im not sure either. but insyallah, everything happend for a reason bcc. my house is always open for celebrations.

we were passing the M1 shop and i was telling him that i feel in love with the PRADA LG phone. super love the design. bcc was asking about how big deal the design was. ewah-ewah. seronok.
after that we shared a McCafe Double Choc. Yup. super duper nice. even bcc yang selalu dont allow me to buy this stuff is hooked on it. haha. see see. tergoda kan? i suka.

okay. im off now.
assallamualaikum semua.
NS5 memanggil.

mood: WISHING
music: BATTLEFIELD-JORDIN SPARKS


who would be so nice to get me this phone? so hot please. aku jatuh cinta. abah kakak nak please. so hot laaa hp nie. but come to think of it, i have more things to save on. for example, a bike. hehe.

Labels: PRADA/PRADA/PRADA

mood: RUNNING NOSE
music: BATTLEFIELD-JORDIN SPARKS

my weekends would be burned with 6 article reviews that i have to get done by 27th May 09. ya tuhan.

Lets breakdown the TO DO list:
1) 6 Literature Reviews
2) NS5 Week 3 & 4
3) NurM Week 3 & 4
4) CT Week 3 & 4

stay strong safiah. this is your final hurdle that you will have to overcome before that G-DAY. i was talking to bcc regarding the G-DAY. whether he is going to attend mine/not? tahu tak aper dier reply?

"dah kenapa b, adik i nampak sangat G-DAY sama ngan you. nak tak nak pun kena datang."

betul jugak laaa kan, i forgot about it. so bcc, you better dont create an excuse on that day. smack heads. insyallah, it will be an easy journey. i ain't gonna make my own life miserable because on my mouth. and today im stuck at home because bcc is away at Pasir Ris Chalet as a babysitter. hahaha.

yesterday he accompanied me to the library. biasalah, mataer dier nie bookworm. i had to return all the four novels that i had finished reading. i planned to get more books. as i said, im a bookworm. Yes. busy woman this few months. sesungguhnya im really trying to fill my days with activity. for the time being im not giving tuition, si kecik tgh rest. it resumes on 27th May.

so now, i want to endulge myself with HINDUSTAN. later might be meeting BESTY. Nak pass benda. so bye people. imy bcc. jgn menggatal.

Upcoming Events:

• 22/24May09 MCC FOC
• 27May09 TP
• 29May09 NYE MEET
  FIESTA BUKU @ SUNTEC CITY
• 31May09 MEE GORENG PARTY @ HAIZA'S
• June09 GOPENG, IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP
  
  

mood: MOTHERLY
music: KURANG ASAM





my friday was spend with bf. on which i guess was really my bad because i made him wait for 1/2 hr. well if most of my girls agree, naturally guys do wait for the ladies.back to the day itself, bf look like dragon because of his hairstyle that i kind off despise. and gerek.com/sap is member dah kena sound with his SIR regarding his hair.

the plan was to fulfill my craving for pizza, in the end we forgo it and head to Causeway Point. bf had his Carrot Cake ( which i fell in love with ) and i had mine Tom Yam Ban Mian. to make it worst, my tongue had the ( pecah-pecah ) entah aper benda laaa in english. so i had a very hard time eating and this time bf wasn't helping at all.

before that, we bought tix to watched 17 Again, read from few of my dearest girls that the story is a must to watch. true enough. kelakar giler. bf pun cannot stand it. we watched the 9.30pm show, so as you guessed TERpaksa we cabbed home pasal sap ni kan ader curfew yang tak terhingga. but alhamdulillah, it went well.

to my dearest naddy,
be strong dearest.
i may not feel what you going through and inexperience.
i may not always be there for you.
i may not always be whenever you call.
i may not always be there when you sms.
but dearest,
i can't make the decision for you.
i can lay all the options for you to decide.
however the final say must be yours.

love you.

Labels: With BF

mood: BRINGING MYSELF SOMEWHERE
music: WHEN YOU'RE GONE

Labels: NAIK BADAN

mood: GERAM
music: KEMBALI PULANG

yesterday bf went to take his FTE. yup he need to pass it 2 weeks before his FTT.
Alhamdulillah, eventhough he was tired he did well. From 6.15pm till 9pm his practice. I went over to pass him some food buat alas perut, tu pun action konon tak nak makan.

im kind off trying to cool myself for my next big day.
like BESTY says if it was meant to be it will be mine.

okay people im off.

mood: IM ALL GREAT
music: HALO-BEYONCE

hi all, thank you for all your support.
my parents, bf, jie, breepoks, naddy, asri, hafizah.
i know i can do better.
i guess not my rezeki to get the license on that day.
but the funniest thing was, burger's father was there.
and he practically tegur me, but not because he knew i was his daughter's friend but become i bit my lips while doing the figure eight course.
so funny lah burger.

yes, for all that knew i was taking my tp.
i had to retake my tp on the 27th may.
why? my points hit 28.
not because of any immediate failure.
but for things that should have been avoided.
insyallah i'll try next time.
even bf was saying, why must you cy? kan boleh ambik lagi?
i guess because i was aiming to get the license within 6 months of my study.
takpe.
cekalkan hati.

now im off waiting for irfan then to abg ayil's house to rewang mana yang patut.
bye people.
happy 14th months bf.
b syg d alot okay dearest.
okay boncet cet.

besty! jijot!
I want to get more pyjamas please..
the panties also.
So hot!

Labels: SHOPPING