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Safiah Hassan
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Future SN; TTSH
Riding is my ECSTASY
Aiming for Yamaha R6
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Email: sufiyyahbalqis@hotmail.com
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 1:36 PM
mood: EMOSHIT
music: KEMANA KAU MENGHILANGKAN DIRI-APIT
SLEEPING OVER AT JIJOT'S PLACE
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 10:31 PM
terkurung
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
mood: BURNING POCKET
music: HANYA KAU YANG MAMPU - AIZAT AF5
'harus nyatakan ku biarkan engkau pergi, membuat ku terkurung rasa ingin mati '
each and every lyrics of this songs made and impact to me, i wonder why is it so. im still searching for the answer. through enough. im feeling lethargic. what T said today was, if there wasnt stress they wouldnt have called it FYP. omg. i would want this to end fast. please ya allah.
i know i will miss school life. i know how i will miss singing in NSL classes. i know i will miss the dead brain cells after each NS5 tutorial. i know. but right now. sudah penat dong. bf is back to work after 6 days of mc. yeah. he is better now. what he told me via sms that his throat is not getting better and he has a bleeding nose suddenly. not thinking much, i told him maybe its the whether. if it worsen, told him to go to the doctor's. yeah. i havent had much things to say to him.
awaiting the arrival of anak sedare to singapore. please cepat-cepat habis kau peh quarantine, then we should go for a picnic okay. then jalan-jalan like two brats. okay anak sedare. aku rindu kau tahu!
love,
Sap
i know i will miss school life. i know how i will miss singing in NSL classes. i know i will miss the dead brain cells after each NS5 tutorial. i know. but right now. sudah penat dong. bf is back to work after 6 days of mc. yeah. he is better now. what he told me via sms that his throat is not getting better and he has a bleeding nose suddenly. not thinking much, i told him maybe its the whether. if it worsen, told him to go to the doctor's. yeah. i havent had much things to say to him.
awaiting the arrival of anak sedare to singapore. please cepat-cepat habis kau peh quarantine, then we should go for a picnic okay. then jalan-jalan like two brats. okay anak sedare. aku rindu kau tahu!
love,
Sap
Labels: ANAK SEDARE
FYP/WPD
@ 11:07 PM
mood: DONATING
music: I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU-WESTLIFE
my pictures is flooded with this bebeh of mine.lets meet Sandra aka Sandy aka BenNJerry aka DQ. yup. the one that always made me laugh and always calls me cute. guess just how much he makes me laugh all day. from the way she run to activate the code blue. so funny laa this one bebeh.
today had a meet up with T, discussing regarding our pending project. just guess im burning myself out. tomorrow im heading to outram to donate some blood and a bit of retail therphy at Vivo City. bf don't even know im heading there. i dont even think, whatever i say would give a shit to him. because, masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. penat lah penat!
i need to finish my WPD video soon. very very very very very soon. my blog seems dead as ever.
shopping with jijot & besty is gerekever.com/sap. we changed our place. sekarang kita sumbangs dah maju, lepak cityhall plak. hahahah lawak laa kita. :)
today had a meet up with T, discussing regarding our pending project. just guess im burning myself out. tomorrow im heading to outram to donate some blood and a bit of retail therphy at Vivo City. bf don't even know im heading there. i dont even think, whatever i say would give a shit to him. because, masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. penat lah penat!
i need to finish my WPD video soon. very very very very very soon. my blog seems dead as ever.
shopping with jijot & besty is gerekever.com/sap. we changed our place. sekarang kita sumbangs dah maju, lepak cityhall plak. hahahah lawak laa kita. :)
THE END
Labels: MEET MY DRAMAQUEEN
AWAY
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 1:25 PM
mood: RELAXED
music: WITH YOU-CHRIS BROWN
finally i can sit down and update my blog. credits to arun's MacBook. yes, we are going through our MegaCode. msg'ed bcc just now, but it seems macam im sms'ing him but he will reply only 1 hr later. geramnya aku. im praying the money will be debited inside my account. J! this weekend must go shop lah. okay?
fyp is giving myself a headache. because i don't understand it myself.
help.
help.
help.
Labels: imy
leaving
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
mood: MISSING
music: LASKAR PELAGI-NIDJI
bcc has been not in great health since the Sunday Piala Raja Panggung Competition. he has been coughing and doesn't look good. and he admit defeat on Tuesday night. he was shivering. he went to the clinic this morning, wanted to accompany him. however i had NURM class and video recording for WPD. was stunned that he received 6 days MC. get well soon deary. Jijot was planning to go shopping this saturday. money please come soon. im in need of new jeans.
i still have FYP presentation slides to complete, wpd video to edit, Nurm individual reflection and CT individual essay. Insyallah. nothing is impossible. i want to indulge with double choc please.
getwellsoon deary.
imy.
Labels: missing you
MR MENSES
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 4:33 PM
mood: IRRITATED
music: SAKIT HATI
guess what time i got home today? i got home 9.15am. subhannalah, no i did not merayap okay. i sleptover at J's place. finishing my introduction for FYP. thanks to H for helping me. im really tired. i can feel my body ache everywhere.
bf is having his practical also today. :) i know. im praying that he gets his licence before the raya. lets be hopeful. today, im riding with ami. and yesterday was chatting with F over at msn. to plan a riding outing the people that got their license. includes the one with the car license. macam convoy laa kan. so insyallah, soon ah. soon.
Labels: CRAMPS
ALIEN DOG
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 3:33 PM
mood: MUGGING
music: BREATHE SLOW
yesterday sent I home after dikir training. however we were in the expressway when suddenly my bike decided to make a stunt of itself. yes my babyLOVE don't you dare do it again. kesian I semalam. but alhamdulillah, sampai jugak kat rumah before 11pm. thought of dropping by BBDC and tengok how bf was doing with his practicals. but member sekarang dah bagus, selalu bawak kereta keluar. alhamdulillah, lets just wait for him to achieve his driving license before i enrolled for mine. i suspect, i will achieve my 2A license even before my Class 3. M, all the best okay for 14 Aug. Kamu bisa punya!
today im meeting bf before heading to sembawang for tuition with Tisya. tapi its just a short meet. he have to go over to his grandmother's place to angkat barang-barang. whatever it is, im hoping im able to spend quality time with him on Sunday and Monday. okay d? Set!
tomorrow is the selection for the team playing for the Sunday competition. Bismillah.
GOLF EYES
Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 4:40 PM
mood: NUTS
music: GILA GILA
meeting bf later for dinner before dikir training at kampung melayu. my goodness, finally im meeting him? yeah. whose fault? ask that bonchet ah. anyway, i cant deny yesterday training was tough for me. why? i was the last to get things right. i felt the pressure of having good awok with me. STRESS dok. anyway, im suppose to finish my introduction in 1 hrs time. im going kuku with all this stuff.
bf, ku kangen sama kamu.
Labels: SALAH SIAPA?
DIKIR
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 12:27 PM
mood: LOST
music: HEARTBREAKER
yesterday was off to training at Temasek Polytechnic. it was really a new experience. satu hujung ke satu hujung. pantat seba. muai going for the training, went once through the ragam. alhamdulillah. insyallah, kita beri yang terbaik kita akan dapat yang terbaik. i have a feeling i won't be selected during the selection though. i'm not sure why. i guess because my left hand is giving me that problem.
yes, bf is being a jackass. mangkuk tuls. i can't stand him. we were suppose to watch Bujang Lapok at Singapore Museum yesterday but instead he wanted to stay home because his grandmother was staying over his place. when i decided to go for training, he told me not to go. why? because his mum and his granmother decide to go shopping. PADAN MUKA U!
geram betul, then kan blame me for cancelling. thanks.
Labels: :)
Love;
Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 5:57 PM
mood: HURT AGAIN
music: LIKE A ROSE-A1
these few days, had dinner with bcc in school. :) yes, i love our short dinner dates. it was basically a short one where we shared stuff on daily basis. yup. since im busy with dikir training ( both adiratna [i love the adiratna juniors, you rock lah!] & stw )/FYP/tuition and bf is busy with Practical lessons. That's our photo together during the TugOfWar games. It was magnificent day. Pasal, we spend quality time together, doing something as a team. Yup! tak menyesal langsung. are we siblings? is he my long lost elder brother?jgn mimpi, abdul azim.
kita sayang awak many-many love. thank you for being there eventhough im always asking for trouble.
Lets just say, bf is already pissed off enough with that N.yesterday met bf for dinner before heading for dikir training. thats when i told him how pissed i was regarding N attitude. im trying my best not to take things that i knew to heart. sumpah, i don't go for people's things. you can stop telling others that im after it. kecewa is a good word to describe how i felt. the only thing in my mind now is BESTY/ACHI/JIJOT/JAJA/JIE. yes. i miss korang right now. lets go out, soon enough. Ja, kau cepat balik boleh tak.
Thats my Jie. :)
Labels: iloveyousyg
GOPENG
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 6:22 PM
mood: RECALLING
music: YOU ARE NOT ALONE-MJ
GOPENG IPOH ADVENTURE TRIP
Day-1
Nothing much. Basically we spend our day travelling via bus to the campsite. With stops in between. However, one thing was an eye opener. We went to the WATERFALL. Gerek per!!
The feel of water current pulling you down. It was really something.And we brought the rain along with us.We were tired. My aim was to do all the activities and go off my comfort zone. Being stubborn in the brain and going without even meeting BCC. I guess this is the longest trip i had left him.
Day-2
Start our day with breakfast and proceeding to the rafting area via LORRY. Lupa nak bilang, our only accomodation out of the campsite was the LORRY. Yup, gerek wo! Yes the morning breeze that you seldom get in Singapore. Fuh. Our breifing was done by Hafizi aka Mus aka David Beckam ect. The thing that keep him in your mind is his unbelievable language and way of pronouncing his words. We were then equipped with our vest and helmet. Like usual, i'm always afraid there isn't any size available for me be it for the life vest and the helmet. Alhamdulillah, ader beb! We started with the individual floating to the water with current. i thought my Silver could help me prepared for the swim. Its not people, its different swimming in the pool compared to the river that has CURRENT pulling you.
After that, we then spilt to our event. White Water Rafting ( WWR ). My group comprises of Mr Rush, Hafiz, Rosemarie and Charlotte. It was hilarious. First Rosemarie fell into the river. But i was the one bruised by that event. Up till now, the bruise is still visible. It was one hell of a ride. Gerek!
Second round please. And we practically raft back to our campsite.
After our lunch, we head down to the High Elements segment. Subhanallah. Sumpah gueh takut gila. We were separated into three group. Group 1 ( Beginners ), Group 2 ( Intermediate ) and Group 3 ( Pro ). I went for the Group 2. Subnallah. I was really scared. I dragged Miss Shree during the event. It was really heart ranching. But once im done with it, i feel the sence of achievement and did what i wouldnt have done if im back in Singapore. My self motivation to myself is, " If Botak ( one of the big size instructor ) can do it, so can i ". Botak was cute actually. Miss Shree didnt complete Group 2. However, she did Group 1 which i think was way harder than the Group 2. Wonderful. We all hugged each other once we finished our high elements. Rest well for the next day.
Day-3
Today, a new day. All the bruises from yesterday's event came out. Scary. Muscles are all screaming asking for massage. Next would be going for Gua Tempurung for hiking. And i thought yesterday's event was hard. Today was worst. We had to climbed the stairs. Mak oi, semput. It was much terrifying than yesterday. My self confidence dropped to NIL once i saw with my own eyes that Hariani fell during the sliding down. I was petrified. Mr Rashid was there. My friends were there. Ms Shree was there to motivate and support me down. Dol and Zarif was extremely concern of my safety. Even Lokman who i seldom talked to asked if i was okay. Yes, this shows something. Amin yang kiter takutkan, aku yang melalak. Buat lawak tuls.
Once we are done, we stopped to dry ourselves and crash for lunch. Next up was the Hot Water Spring. Mangkuk, gerek giler! Ada slide. Gerek!!! Kecoh per. Kita semua buat macam-macam slide. And imagine the locals were looking at us as though we were some kind of Aliens which just saw the Swimming Pool.
Next was head up for campsite. It was our last day in camp. And Durians were waiting. Heheh. Lawak. And night we had the Laughing Theraphy and The Drumming Sessions. The Laughing Session was about learning to chill out and take a minute off.
" Bery Good, Bery Good, Yey! "
It was really a one hell of a MARVELOUS. I didn't regret leaving home/family/friends for this trip. It was worth while.
Thank you:)
Sap sayang korang.
Happy Belated 16th Months BCC.
Thank You. And i hate A.
PS: Panjang giler post
Labels: HELL OF FUN