WEIGHT LIFTED OFF
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:08 AM
mood: ACHIEVEMENT
music: HASBI ROBBI-SYAMIL ( CREDITS: KAK HUDA )
what did i do after my last paper? the outing with class was marvelous. great happening stuff happend. i practically stayed up the whole day. with the tired and panda eyes, we went and spend our day at Marina Square. starts with bowling, followed by pool and lastly dinner aka BREAKFAST at PizzaHut. People like me, miss pan and hema was the first timers playing pool. it was difficult when you dont know what techniques to use. thanks to Hud/Naufal/Sister Loh im able to do it. and now im addicted to play it again.
lets plan another pool outing. lets go!

i practically hunchbacked my bebeh here.
:) thank you deary.
next was doing something that i have been wanting for a long time. niat nak belikan my mum something special for her. yes! alhamdulillah tercapai. on tuesday morning itself, me/nyai/ibu rushed over to bugis junction. yes ma'am. i let her do all the surveing from GUESS/CARLO RINO/ BONIA.
and i still wonder why ibu loves BONIA, i looked at the price tag. i told ibu, i tak mampu. so next we went to the GUESS outlet at bugis junction. the one beside Charles & Keith. she went in, and i guess she saw what she like. told her, dont look at the price.
yeah. ibu was scared that abah would give her a nag on the amount spend on the bag. i told her i would handle it. no worries. :)
so ibu was one happy superwoman that day.
i hope you love it ibu.

zoom in sikit......
the end of tuesday.

yesterday was to get another project done.
its done. im left with editting it nicely. heard abah wants to paint the hall.
if true needs to wait for the hall to be settle before we put this up for display.
one was this and another was besty's birthday gift.
yes i know its been 4 months dued.
aku punya pun aku lum receive eh.
Besty aku nak bag besar dari Charles & Keith bley?
dengan tak tahu malunya aku.
"_____________________"
Labels: SHOULDERS
MEREMANG BULU ROMA
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 9:16 AM
mood: PINGGANG SAKIT TIDUR KAT LANTAI
music: PRP SEMI's-SRW

on request by Fiza
TEK, here's the photo were niece straightened my hair.
now back to mugging for Nursing Management. tomorrow class outing. what to wear?
Labels: LAUNGAN SRIKANDI
PUNGGOL
Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
mood: MUGGIN FOR NURSING MANAGEMENT
music: CARI JODOH-WALI BAND
this minah rxz went to Punggol tadi. of all places eh. takpe. nanti ku story. so, she decided to look up in the streetdirectory book. tengok road macam familiar and recall she had once follow amad/dayah/kiki teman amad ambek baju kerja. so, sms dayah. true enough blk sebelah-sebelah je. so my dear burger, kau tahu la kau leh hang out ngan sapa if you are bored at your sister's place.
back to why i was there, i went to fetch my 3 boxes of eclairs that became 2 boxes. why? i gave one to A before he went home to get his breakfast food ready. his mum went to johor i don't know why. dayah practically sms the whole route to this minah rxz here. almost lost laa eh, tapi make use to read the sign board. it does help tahu. otak ingat nak exit kat exit 9 je. nasib tak terbabas. thanks dayah. minah rxz ni says THANK YOU AH SISTER. hehe. so minah!
thats how i spend my first day. that doesn't include how my babyLOVE give me bitch fit on the way to chua chu kang. dier stall kat tengah-tengah traffic eh. nasib tak kena horn. alhamdulillah, minah rxa ni tak breakdown in tears. she prayed so bad that her babyLOVE treasures her like how she treasure her babyLOVE.
1down. 29more.
i want to make full use of it.
imy.
Labels: Punggol dah. Mana lagi?
PRP '09
@ 1:24 PM
mood: PAST
music: SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE



sunday was spend over with watching my ladies playing for the finals at Kampung Chai Chee CC.
rushed home from madrasah, because randi is riding along to bedok with me. yeah. i decided to ride there since i had madrasah. thank goodness the competition start 1/2 later than told.
wanted to join them for dinner at bedok, but rushed home since ibu had told ealier that we have a kenduri later that day. sMELLY ride back with me. and i guess she is my first pillion that ride along while it was raining heavily. takut jugak, but safety comes first. tak pernah-pernah bawak that slow. yup. thats my first.
yesterday my 1st examinable paper. alhamdulillah, all i can say is. the 2 pen with no more inks/>50 papers used to write ( memorising purposes) is all worth the pain. im left with one more paper to sit for and im done. yes, some have been asking how am i doing. alhamdulillah. i believe setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya if we
CHOOSE to make that change.
bcc is doing fine. he is starting his practicals again 2 day of Hari Raya Puasa. i wasnt sure at first if what i had decide was a good decision. its improving. insyallah.
im off to punggol now.
eclairs here i come.
1 day left
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 12:40 AM
mood: HEADACHE
music: TARAK MUSIC
im left to sit for two final papers for my 3rd year. and the feeling now, its as though im sitting for 4 papers. subhannallah, the feeling that i went i go to sleep, i will regret sleeping early because i havent finish memorising. the feeling of wanting to stay up and memorise but end up sleeping.
inilah cobaan.
jijot came over today, hang around. it was fun having her around. basically we were talking about how our sisters are doing in school. how our parents lavish them too much on things that we both feel is not useful for the budak-budak. yeah. zaman dah berubah. now if you see, budak primary 3 have already the touch screen handphones. aku ni yang 19 masih handphoneyang jual takde value.
sungguh beruntung kan mereka-mereka semua.
come on safia, you only have two freaking papers left. and after that, you can rest all you want. this is that final lap safia, show them that dont believe you can made it this far. :)
this final run.
i wanna get it done, with
FANTASTIC RESULTS.
cant wait for 5th sept.
meeting the kids soon.
kakak miss korang.
Labels: 2 papers
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 11:22 PM
mood: BRAINCELLS DEPLETION
music: BIG GIRLS DONT CRY
whatever assumption you have, i suggest you keep it to yourself. i wouldnt want to hear any of it.
ENOUGH ENOUGH
Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
mood: TEARING
music: COLLIDE-HOWIE DAY

guess this picture says much about the things that is happening around. enough said, yesterday was the mark of different angle of my life. yes. everything was as transparent that you can see it on my face. somehow i feel naked to even go out. yeah. whatever emotions im experiencing, it can be seen obviously.
okay. need to start on my study for my loves. selamat. a last goodbye to you.
Labels: DONE
HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 8:56 PM
mood: MISSING YOU
music: IMY-AALIYAH
how long can it last like this? we havent had a decent talk with each other for awhile now. we havent been truthful to each other. why must it hurt so bad now? when i had decided, whatever comes, let it come. subhannalah. true enough, each relationship is not perfect. but for long can you last fighting all the time? truthfully, im hurt.
heading to Kampung Chai Chee CC tomorrow with R and B. the three of us is riding together there. yup. im off watching my girls performing and at the same time supporting PADUKA.
girls. senyum okay ayg kush. yang pukul-pukul, pukul saja. yang shake, do SHAKE it. :)
STRAIGHT HAIR
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 10:03 PM
mood: STRAIGHTENED
music: HERE WITHOUT YOU-3 DOORS DOWN
today marks the last day of school. and we are left with just two paper and we are off to complete the last hurdle to conquer our dream. fun as hell. we camwhored like nobodies business. yes like finally. we are letting myself go. yes love. its going to be over soon.
currently over at jaja's place. and guess what have changed? my niece started her magic. and here is the outcome of the magic. love it?
i would love some comments. i kind off like it though. a theraphy for the spinning i had earlier this day. must hang out often. maybe i should sleepover soon. please ignore the hideous face though.
wait.....

the end
Labels: OR NOT
SCREAM
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 3:44 PM
mood: NOT A PLEASANT ONE
music: -

whats else should i say? bike is the problem? what else?
i never did try to understand? understand what?
apa yang i never tried to understand?
girls are obvious,
when asked if their okay.
if the answer if yes, means they are not.
so whats with me? masalah nya pada aku?
wtf.
17months leh pi campak kat laot.
fullstop
Labels: hearts out
NATIONAL DAY 44TH
Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 1:07 PM
mood: HIGH
music: CARIK JODOH-WALI BAND
yesterday was hilarious. my emotions was in disaster.com/sap , yesterday the colour that we decided to wear was red. obvious. and i dared myself to wear the top that i bought at dp without the cardigan. why? it was a hot whether yesterday. i swear i aint gonna wear something that will make me sweat even more.
meeet bf at bukit gombak mrt. yup. yesterday before i went to get ready, ibu asked to hang the clothes out and make the cincau drink for abah. so yeah, i worked fast then suddenly this new song by Wali Band made me dance like nobody business. guess what? bf bought a new hp. thank eh bcc, geram je. part i buang duit you pot pet pot pet. :) nevertheless im happy, his old phone pun memang patut pie buang kat longkang terus. please take care of the new phone deary. remember how hard you worked to get the phone. ily.
1st was heading to Faizah's Apparel over at Joo Chiat Complex, member nak carik his baju. guess what, the Cekak Musang kind ada size for him. But the normal leher kind of baju kurung, takde size. one funny bf i have here. we have chosen the colour of his baju. im praying i got the correct kaler though. takut i got the wrong colour. finish with the baju hunting, next was getting lunch aka breakfast for him. yup head to the banquet nearby. he ate the lemon chicken rice while i ate the sambal. next was boarding the bus heading to vivo. but once we are there. hampa, we wanted to watch UP. bump into N, she was waiting for her bf. yup, everytime i bump into her at the same place. hehe. took 61 to bukit batok, practically rush to the movies to see if any of our favourites is available.
selamat. UP! gerek/kekek.com/sap i cant stop laughing. this time i didnt keep any of my laughs.
thank you for the great day spend. lets do it more often please d.
Labels: EXPO, next
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 1:13 PM
mood: BALAK DAH LEPASmusic: RIGHT ROUND-FLO RIDA
(credits:jijot)finally, yesterday was the most tormenting day ever. head to school with a big tennis bag as though im packed to run away from home. with fyp to think of, with nurm ws4 to think off. right after the presentation with the results given to us on the spot. B+, it was all worthwhile. the migraine. the fights with bf because of my own stupidity. nsl is over tu. finally. it was really over. there is no more fyp thing to brag over. im left with 2 examinable papers/1 individual essays. and i will say bye bye to year 3. subhannalah. alhamdulillah.
i miss going out with bf and just talk with each other without even screaming at him. aku ni temperamental betul. anyway, anak sedara is back. havent contact her. not sure if she is on home quarantine. :)
off to teach tuition.
FYP
Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 8:13 PM
mood: TEARING UP
music: SHUT UP
i swear i feel like crying and im crying right now. the tension is pilling up. when i thought everything is going to be alright. subhannallah. sesungguhnya kau maha memahami. i swear, im ready to leave school soon. with fyp/2 individual assignment and 2 exam papers. im freaking ready.
turned 17th
Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 11:38 AM
mood: SUPRISED
music: I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU-WESTLIFE

boncetcets turn 17th today. yup. i didnt realise it also. was up early, but i didn't realise today was the 1st of the month. went jogging with abah/bonch(irfan)/aisyah. boday was really putting on too much weight. next was cleaning the house before heading to Vicom to have my babyLOVE inspection. abah followed. i became pillion.:) seram oi. naik motor sendiri. once i reached there, dad settled the payment. i had to go through the procedure myself. nasib ada abah. the feeling was like as though i took exam. but all cleared. amin.
once money is in, thought of doing some change to babyLOVE. yup. waiting for abah's offer. :) fyp presentation is already nearing soon. wpd and nsl practical is on monday. ya allah. sakit jantung lah. after that im a free bonchet with only 2 exam papers to clear. dah. later nak pie teman besty and jijots beli barang. meeting them 1.30pm at Bukit Batok.
here is my message for that other bcc of mine.
de,
kau lilit cinta ku, dengan keindahan mu
kau lilit cinta ku, memberi nafas baru
thank you de.
when i wonder when can i have someone that;
appreciates me,
supports my dreams,
understanding,
iloveyou.
abdul azim abdul razak.
boncet-cet.
basketball.
cubit punatnya baru tahu.
love,
siti safiah md hassan
boncet ( gueh kurang boncet dari dier. so he is bcc )