19th
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
mood: COMPLICATED
music: MARIAH CAREY-HERO

Happy 19th love.
i still find it difficult to know we are giving cold shoulders on this very day.
there goes my chance of meeting you today.
:'(
ily d.
sometimes i just hope that the fighting will end.
hopeful.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
mood: BIPOLAR
music: LOST
thank you so much for giving me this shit.
thank you.
aku appreciate giler.
On a happier note. 29th Sept 09 marks a new re-birth to the family.
mylove.
Lover
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
mood: HEAD OVER HEELS
music: BROWN EYES-DESTINY CHILDS
im head over heels for you baby.
and tomorrow you will be coming home with me. for sure.
i hope abah and you will get along well.
:) its a new beginning.
goodbye old love.
i hope there isnt any grudges left.
Lebaran
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 6:54 PM
mood: RAYA'ing
music: SESUCI LEBARAN
Salam Lebaran Semua:)
Finally, a complete entry. How was your raya celebration people? Mine was superb/gerek/marvelous.com/sap. This year family decided to go on OFF-GREEN. Yup. Finally my family potrait. with two different grandparents. I don't quiet care anymore. I wanna make sure my family enjoys hari raya like other families do. So yeah. Dad has been marvelous to give idea to trade in for a new and better camera. Im a happy gobber. Bf was busy with his side of family. So i made myself busy. :) Yes. And most of my talks with my cousins brothers are about bike. Yup. a topic that i love to talked about. biasalaaa. besok working already. Insyallah. it will go well. I have already started on my puasa 6. Its just six days. No worries.
it has been a roller coaster ride for this family of mine. and finally a perfect family picture. almost perfect once we get baba's family in the picture. insyallah. the day will come. im happy that bit by bit, the picture is getting better. Nyai's side of family. Ibu/Mama/Baba. My Ibu being the oldest. Nyai has 9 grandchildren so far. And thats it i guess. Yes. A small family over by Nyai side. Insyallah. Soon, we will have a better family potrait. :)

A family photo with Atok. Yes. Some of you might not know, my grandparents from my ibu and my abah side is staying with us. From Abah is his father ( Atok ) and from Ibu is her mum ( Nyai ). Yes. So we had two different shots.
With Nyai. Im trying to get the best photo.:) Yes. Because nyai's face is so fierce laa sey.
Kelakar betul. And mum look as though she is my elder sister. hahahaha
So hot laa mother!
okay people. Sampai di sini saja.
Gambar yg lain sila ke fb untuk melihatnya.
Labels: Off Green
Sinaran
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 12:27 AM
mood: BLOATED
music: SUASANA HARI RAYA
Admiration & Appreciation.
Dont have high expectation on a guy. Because at the end of the day, guys aren't the only ones who do all the hard work. But most importantly,
dont complain if he doesnt done enough for you. That means you lack of giving him
admiration & appreciation.
(took this from Piscaskus entry)
i guess im having my second thoughts regarding all that is happening. i just hope, in this syawal; things would get better somehow.
Labels: Cahaya
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
BOSAN! MADANG TIDUR!
Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
mood: OVER
music: Hasbi Robbi-Syamil
Saturday was the awaited date for me and bcc. :)yes my dear, we are back together. head to Darul Ma'wa. just nice reached there before Arwah Traz tahlil. im speechless when the bacaan was read. sebak tak semena-mena. i guess it was really one of the times that i put 100% in the bacaan. after the short buka. the guys was given time for maghrib and smoke time-out. the girls get ready to prepare for 2nd round of food.

as i told you, the girls was busy cutting the murtabak. preparing the straberry pudding. superbly nice i tell you. but i was not in great health. after helping in the kitchen. bcc, me and hairil shared 1 plate of food. yup, itupun tak habis. after that the bacaan was lead by Taufik with wirit of Hasbi Rabbi. once again, i was really into it. the bacaan tusuk ke kalbu, i couldn't explain the syahdu with the bacaan lead by a 14 yr old kid and together with 80+ kids. you decide? sis angel/elmo/jie was all looking at me all of a sudden. because i had once asked the tittle of this bacaan. its really unexplainable. keinsafan datang sendiri. when you see how you are blessed with your parents around you. supporting/correcting/ there for you. menakjubkan. it was really a blessed day. stayed till bunga api. reached home by 1am. ate my medication and i was beat. i was down with fever, cough and flu was already present eversince thursday last week.

its a small world to know that my senior in secondary school was bcc ITE mate.
penat pusing satu singapore

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imagine.? but this year i took one kid for the walked.
sesak dier tahun nie, tuhan aja yang tahu.



kelompok-kelompok volunteers that join strength to bring the kids out for jalan-jalan in bazaar geylang. alhamdulillha. SUCCESS.
bcc picked up with ready baju kurung melayu. and the comment he got from his mum is,
" mcm baju pengantin. "
tengoklah siapa yang pilihkan colour for him. pfft.
KESABARAN DI TAHAP MAXIMA
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 10:29 PM
mood: PATIENCE TESTED
music: TAKE A BOW-RIHANNA
Missy ah, Missy...
Missy ah, Missy...
Aiyaaaa! Missy ahhhh!
subhannallah. today was really something i had to go through without tearing up. yes, i have been a cry baby lately ( if you think tearing up once is a cry baby laa ). i was already to the end of my patience. my patient had this everytime we walked passed her.
complaints, complaints and more complaints:
- i very fussy ah missy
- can i have some water missy ( she is asking every 10 mins, and on fluid RESTRICTION )
- why you always ask me sleep
- why give me little of water, you so stingy
- i fed up la stay here
tell me, how am i suppose to live my life? thank god i have
B in that cubicle with me. she is the one who listens to my whine. other than
A who is just next door, and also of course
P. im already not in my good health. coughing all the way. but buka
BIG GULP COKE and
Tau Suan today. Orang lain semua buka heavy-heavy.
till the next entry
cant wait for saturday iftar.
1st & 2nd
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 10:06 PM
mood: ON THE GO
music: TAUBAT- JIHAN
how did i spend my first and second day of attachment? alhamdulillah i overcomed it. my 1st day, its started with 8am till 4pm shift. basically abah and me had to report at the same timing. so each with our own bikes ride together, and since we are heading the same way. we rode together, only going our own ways at Police Academy.
my first was a drag. why? because the idea of having our ADON by 10 am to check on our knowledge of patient diagnosis & history. it was so obvious that we attacked the case file once our CI realease us to do our own duties. i swear my knees was aching. i guess it was because of to much standing at one place and nothing to be done.
however the 2nd day was better. me and
B had a great time doing our job together. learning from each other. helping each other to finish our job ASAP. so far i must say, its how you look upon your attachment. if you forsee it to be
DRAGGY, then it WILL be
DRAGGY. insyallah. it will be okay.
thats all people. tomorrow would be the last AM shift for the week. :) heheheh sexcited gitu.
riding again tomorrow.