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Safiah Hassan
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Email: sufiyyahbalqis@hotmail.com
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
mood: SAD
music: :'(
True Love Story
Life Together
One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.
Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....
Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...
she have decided to pull out the cord...
Little did she remember, he have heart problems...
The next day, she received news that he had passed away...
she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....
As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...
As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...
when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...
"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"
Tears flowed like river......
"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. not what they are..."
teared while reading this story. im not sure. i guess it reflects myself. never did i realise that i was being a arse for treating him that way. i cried thinking that maybe, i will not realise my mistakes till its too late.
ya allah, i hope not. subhannallah.
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
mood: IM OKAY
music: -
18th October 2009
PerjumpaanRaya MCC @ Mok's Place
Finally our baju raya photo. yes. my bf baju raya isnt the same as mine. and next year, i want ibu to jahit for him the baju raya. I prefer my mum jahit. quality terpelihara.
From the size of the baju, to the cutting of it.
I bet ibu can do a much,way better job.
yup. and by the way, i didnt bite him on the lips. he got it while sleeping.
PerjumpaanRaya MCC @ Mok's Place
Finally our baju raya photo. yes. my bf baju raya isnt the same as mine. and next year, i want ibu to jahit for him the baju raya. I prefer my mum jahit. quality terpelihara.
From the size of the baju, to the cutting of it.
I bet ibu can do a much,way better job.
yup. and by the way, i didnt bite him on the lips. he got it while sleeping.
20th Oct 2009
Went to Visit Cik Munah at SGH. Yup she was admitted to the ICU, alhamdulillah she is getting better. And her friend has already planned outings for her.
Me and Sandy head to Blood Donation Center, Baby cant donate; her iron level tooo low.
I was drowsy though throughout the process. Step strong jer.
After that head too Tong Seng and had our late lunch.
Head back to Bugis Street and enjoy Shopping & Phototaking.
Thank you for the day deary.
:)
Went to Visit Cik Munah at SGH. Yup she was admitted to the ICU, alhamdulillah she is getting better. And her friend has already planned outings for her.
Me and Sandy head to Blood Donation Center, Baby cant donate; her iron level tooo low.
I was drowsy though throughout the process. Step strong jer.
After that head too Tong Seng and had our late lunch.
Head back to Bugis Street and enjoy Shopping & Phototaking.
Thank you for the day deary.
:)
Labels: Here.
Sentosa
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
mood: PENAT.COM
music: ZAPIN USIK MENGUSIK-SENARIO
Earlier today, cleaned the house. Norm for me if im at home on a saturday.
Wash and polish my babyLOVE, wow. its been awhile since i pamper her.
Wash and polish my babyLOVE, wow. its been awhile since i pamper her.
Rest for awhile, got ready to meet bcc at 1pm.
Waited for Mr O to arrive, took 188 at meet the rest at VivoCity.
It was my first picnic with them though. I guess i really tried to put effort knowing bcc's friends partner. yup. i practically talked. we laughed together.
shared our thoughts.
i kinda love this photo. not sure why.
cute? 
saw the camera was with who?
I guess my bcc is already addicted to snapping photos eversince the birth of my sexyLOVE.
yes.
He was the one snapping away like no one's business.
im really scared for next friday.
we took 188 back home. bump to Irfan and his mother at the IMM stop.
my bonch sat with me till his bustop. At first shy shy cat dont want to talk to bcc. in the end his whole body was lying on both of us. sempat budak kecik tu call bcc , boncet. he pratically screamed from outside of the bus.
:) my day. alhamdulillah.
Labels: pahlawan beach
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
mood: NUMB
music:
(ps: the girl yang paling kanan)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAVOURITE COUSIN.
NURHAIZA HAZLAN
16102009
:)
MEET YA SOON.
and to whoever. THANKS.
Labels: gd night
Usik mengusik
@ 1:23 PM
mood: THANKFUL
music: ZAPIN USIK MENGUSIK
the day started with a small number of people. finally. the last number was 17 people.20 seater bus. i was a happy big girl yesterday.
put all the heartaches aside. i aint gonna spoil my joyous day anymore.
with the presence of my cramps, i couldn't care less.
Decided to start taking photos at haziq place.
this was the decent First Ladies photo that we took. After that was all the informal shots. Do visit the album at my fb. and albums from others albums.
This was at Amir's house.
Sorry for the indecent photo. It was suppose to be a formal group shot. But i dont care. im happy.
It was raining heavily over at amir's place.
This was over at Mel's place. :) This is the Max camwhored happend. Rumah bertangga beb.Mesti take the every chance to take pictos.
:)
Im off.
Salams Semua.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 10:17 AM
mood: BUILDING IT UP
music: SO SICK-NEYO
True enough? Bestfriend/Enemy/Boyfriend. i TOTALLY agree with the enemy part now. im in the ENEMY mode right now. yes yes. irritating heartbreaking mangkuk. Sabar safia. Sabar Safia.
Sanny bebeh told that we should talk and clear the conflict out. I wonder when is that.
Take good care of yourself. Eventhough i may not seem to care what you are up to. I guess it goes both ways.
the end;
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
mood: BOSAN
music: -
how hurtful it is when you had plan things out nicely, accordingly. yet someone will somehow spoil it. lepas satu-satu happening. forget it la. i won't even one to comment another word on you. and most likely i wont be seing you for 1 week. so its gonna make up to 2 weeks. that would means the end of holidays and im back to school again.
the change i wanted wouldnt be happening this year. thanks to you.
i guess to avoid more heartaches, avoidance is the best medicine to it. sheesha plan with A, P, and S was suppose to be a blast. I had to rushed home. mangkuk!
@ 8:40 AM
mood: MILD HAPPINESS
music: SO SICK- NEYO
its the final day of the whole 6 weeks of attachment. somehow, i dont feel the excitement of it all.
why? i have no answer to it either. i wonder why i've been in this down moments in my life. my plans of going out with SANDY baby to Sentosa was knocked down by bcc. the reason of the inconsistent update of the sea. there goes my plans.
10th Oct -Raya with Sumbangs
11th Oct -Adiratna Beraya
14th Oct -Nurses Beraya
18th Oct -MCC Beraya
In between the days i have my own outings with different people. come to think of it, i don't even know whether i can make it. why i make myself busy ? the answer is simple. the moment i plan an outing with bcc, it will just crash at the very last moment. everytime.
yes. some advise to be patient. but what happends when it comes to often? dont ur heart crushed into pieces? mine did.
12th Oct -Out Shopping with Sandy
13th Oct -Out Karaoke with 8C
Anymore adds? Farah, yuk bwk aku pergi Marina Barrage.
4 Days
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 10:39 AM
mood: CONTENTED
music: TRAGEDI OKTOBER-SAP & MEL
saturday pink ribbon marathon was over and done with. the outing with mel and malaun cancelled. mel was down with bodyaches and malaun woke up at 3pm. ya allah. prangai tak snoh-snoh. at lunch with meera & ira over at kfc. off home in a busride, slept all the way from ecp till clementi interchange. super tired. didnt even realise that ira got off the bus.
reached home by 1.30pm, bathed. charge the already dead phone. and off to bed by 3pm. thought of waking up at 4pm to watch Hindustan DOOM. aku yang doom sampai 7pm. too tired i guess. smelly ajak lepak. so yeah. lepas isyak off out with her. boleh sesat eh.
takpe. learning point. head of to bpp, talk video recording. sungguh tak class sia muka aku.
msg'ed burger asking if she wanna meet. yabadabadoooo. we were suppose to go to kak illya's place tomorrow, yet we "explored" her place 1 day in advance. lek-lek dalam kereta. then tgk mat-mat motor jalan raya lepas tu purposely put on the throttle in front of us. typical.
nak aja aku campak batu.
waited for yati and burger to meet illya and off we head to tampines. omg. funny gila. if you put me/mel/burger together. we can even make a raya outing together. all the way from kak illya place to PIE to tampines. we were laughing, until mel sampai distracted because of the continous laughing. reached burger's place, lepak-ed at her house. another kekek incident.
reached home at 2.30am. happygobber.
sunday. big event awaits.
hair wasnt being friendly with me. sap was so kempro. im thankful that kak illya gave me and mel a chance to explore our capabilities. and smelly thanks for the constant tunjuk ajar. aku ni budak masih baru belajar. :)
after the formal event at bukit panjang. off we hide out more food over at tampines. another laughing session with burger. the mother also sekaki. kekek.com/sap aku suka banget ini. must do it more often ah. by the time i reached home. i was dead tired.
yesterday went to work without riding babyLOVE. yup. one reason was that i was tired. next was bcc was fetching me from work. yes, why must i go public when i have babyLOVE. simple reason. i have bcc to talk to all the way. i can hear what happend to him for the paass few days. told him regarding the upcoming events that is happening.:) member ngan muka gituks. mintak kena burgerKING je.
okay people. im off packing my things for work later.
reached home by 1.30pm, bathed. charge the already dead phone. and off to bed by 3pm. thought of waking up at 4pm to watch Hindustan DOOM. aku yang doom sampai 7pm. too tired i guess. smelly ajak lepak. so yeah. lepas isyak off out with her. boleh sesat eh.
takpe. learning point. head of to bpp, talk video recording. sungguh tak class sia muka aku.
msg'ed burger asking if she wanna meet. yabadabadoooo. we were suppose to go to kak illya's place tomorrow, yet we "explored" her place 1 day in advance. lek-lek dalam kereta. then tgk mat-mat motor jalan raya lepas tu purposely put on the throttle in front of us. typical.
nak aja aku campak batu.
waited for yati and burger to meet illya and off we head to tampines. omg. funny gila. if you put me/mel/burger together. we can even make a raya outing together. all the way from kak illya place to PIE to tampines. we were laughing, until mel sampai distracted because of the continous laughing. reached burger's place, lepak-ed at her house. another kekek incident.
reached home at 2.30am. happygobber.
sunday. big event awaits.
hair wasnt being friendly with me. sap was so kempro. im thankful that kak illya gave me and mel a chance to explore our capabilities. and smelly thanks for the constant tunjuk ajar. aku ni budak masih baru belajar. :)
after the formal event at bukit panjang. off we hide out more food over at tampines. another laughing session with burger. the mother also sekaki. kekek.com/sap aku suka banget ini. must do it more often ah. by the time i reached home. i was dead tired.
yesterday went to work without riding babyLOVE. yup. one reason was that i was tired. next was bcc was fetching me from work. yes, why must i go public when i have babyLOVE. simple reason. i have bcc to talk to all the way. i can hear what happend to him for the paass few days. told him regarding the upcoming events that is happening.:) member ngan muka gituks. mintak kena burgerKING je.
okay people. im off packing my things for work later.