sweet arent they? i guess i somehow knew what made them strong.
satu kepala angin... and another one super penyabar.
both. unites and work towards with each differences.
i love you.
ana uhibbuk fillah

ps: gd night semua.

Everybody sees it’s you.
I’m the one that lost the view.
Everybody says we’re through.
I hope you haven’t said it too.

So where do we go from here,
With all this fear in our eyes?
And, where can love take us now?
We’ve been so far down.
We can still touch the sky.

If we crawl
‘til we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.

♥

there is still hope to US when we decide to work on it.
even if it means to go from 0.

im not sure. he just looks better in candid rather than formal photos.
im so proud of you can, gendut?
your first day of quiting. i know its hard love.
gendut was already having flu and feverish. the signs of withdrawals.
its tough love. but once your over it. you will sense the achievement.
im here. i hope you know.
i hope the short date was okay.



love,
boncet.

The outfit she wore all the way till Peninsular Shopping Mall.
once there. sMELly decided to get a top and jeans. yup. this clever girl decided to change.
i guess she felt uncomfortable. me?
normal. slacking outfit. the usuals.
i bought myself a pair of shoes. have not taken photo of it yet.
what i can say is, the shoelace SUPER DUPER COMEL.

AFTER.
i told you. she change directly. and she was sure happy gobber when her legs look nice.
:)

love this shot. terima kasih to me. sMELly look as though she was on with her ehem-ehem.
looks can be deceiving dearest loves.
and this is me. my cheeks are getting on my nerves.
ufh!

im sick of each and everything that is happening. one after another.
it doesnt last long does it. i wonder why are we in this state.
and its hurting to even see, you able to talk nicely to other girls. but not yours. weird isnt it?
i have nothing to comment. i guess im just excited over urs, i just hope im able to celebrate it with you.

i realise one thing. when you least expect things to happend, it will somehow happend.
i dont want to self torture. however, everytime i think about it. it hurts. it hurts so much. its not that i didnt accepted his apology. its just i guess, people place my trust at the very edge of the cliff. and it crashed and broke into zillion pieces.


cant be bothered to even think of what the future of it.
i guess my current aim is to pass prcp. Class 3 and 2A done by June2010.
idontgiveashitanymore.

9.5hours of aching of upper and lower limbs gone by the time i saw you at the lobby waiting for me. thank you loves. and please love, i dont want you to waste money on things that is not important love. i hope its the last.
cut things straight love fetch me home earlier today, shift ended at 10pm. well i have nothing to comment. better start adapting fast. since love didnt ate earlier today, we had supper at Al-Ameen. Was still deciding on whether to head to Aliff /Al-Ameen. typical laa kita.
Yup. Had our dinner. i guess something trigger my side of being " mataer yang tak guna ". i don't know. im not sure why, i felt it was my resposbility that love wasnt able to quit smoking.


lost i guess. i have yet talks things out about this matter with love. seriously, im loss with words on how to tell him to stop. or even to......


i have my roster with me. sister was in a good mood i guess. i hope it doesnt mean that something bads gonna happend.
lets just say. FTT will be okay because im on my DO (DAYOFF).




time to book practice before the FTT.
nights love. texting love regarding certain things before heading to bed.

Officially, my PRCP starts today.
the actualy first day in the ward, but my body immune system demands much rest at home.
past two weeks have been hectic and both physically and emotionally exhausting.
yes practically from the inhouse attachments/trainings/tuition/love it was really testing the patience i had.

but now, im done. no more of this. if it is still there, im gonna tepis-tepis and make sure i would not hurt myself on the way.
Lets just recap what happend to me over the Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Friday
after the talk by our Dean, Dr Phang. we all rushed to get our PDAs settled and off i went home.
i crashed. practically couldnt take it no more.
my brain demanded more sleep but i couldn't stop thinking of songs that i have not memorise and ragams that i have not finish polishing.
woke up, remembered to bring an extra helmet as im heading to Marine Terrace after training with I. we speed at the roundabout for like 3 times. boleh rasa baring-baring.
reached home around 11.45pm. im shagged. totally shagged. with love being irrating and not being there. i felt like a beggar.


Saturday
reached school around 9.35am with smellyboo. yup, that smelly didnt drive her RUSH along...
kecoh tau tu minah kalau naik motor. i guess it was good to talk to while riding. it was really fun.
training, training, training
then off sending tek home, before i rush home and got ready to meet jijot for
Bonch Graduation Dance.
yes, my love BONCH dance to the song Candyman.
pictures up.
after the graduation, me and jijot off to IMM for a short and simple dinner + shopping spree.
not for me though, more to jijot's side.

miang kan ni anak. look at his pose.

finally a photo of us. and pls tangan aku besar betul. puks betul gerams.com.

Sunday
the day finally arrived.
all much nagging + pressure will be gone today. yes i do agree.
my babyLOVE was left in school for the fact that i was already dressed from head to toe and its impossible to ride to Ayer Rajah CC with that outfit.

cantekkan kaler baju kami. and i have said this banyak kali.
finally baju yang kita nak sewa dari dulu, dapat dipakai akhirnya.
terima kasi tok juara/tok karut/tok-tok paluan dan kesayangan ku toks awok-awok.
tanpa korang, ini semua tiada.
after competition, change like super fast. tak sempat wash muka pun.
love was already outside the cc waiting for me and mel.
off to send mel to her place and im off with love to help him carry some of small things left from his house.
i saw the frame i made for him one of our anniversary. it was on sept08. should be i was only 6months with him. we look weird. aku look budak-budak.com
next was heading to schoool fetching my babylove. yeah. i rode. love was driving. mcm weird gitu. yes very weird. aku rasa janggal.
nevertheless, reached home feed myself with good food and mandi.
got ready for Datuk Sharifah Aini's Concert.
love is sending ibu and me there. the rest korang think sendiri. all i can say. it was a mistake going to the concert. bukan zaman aku laa eh!
balik pun love ambik. i was too tired.


the end
ftt on 28th nov.

Marinah.

Adee. Atiqa. Ami. Amz.
Burger. Carrie. Dayah.
Eiqah. Eera. HafizS. HakimP.
Irma. Imran. Lala. Mel.
Naddy. Naq. Nobuhiro. Tiana.
Yanti. Zizi.



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