Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 9:44 AM
mood: UP DOWN
music: NOTE TO GOD-CHERIE

new year is coming.
resolution is still not up.
not all of the resolution is up.
This three is a must to achieved. i hope the man above could come along for the 1st one though.
- Bali Vacation ( Late Feb )
- Car License ( End of April )
- 2A License ( Late June )
off to sleep again. my body hurts and still aching.
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 1:08 AM
mood: MINAH CANTIK
music: BURNING

Finish my 2nd night duty earlier today.
Yup spent my Christmas Night in the ward. I wonder how i had survived it. Imagine if i were to be on duty on the eve of Hari Raya? i would tear up for sure.
it was suppose to be my riding day with the boys. but i decided to go for baby's birthday party over at Costa Sand. Reason. I dont feel like riding today. Body aching everywhere.
And riding would obviouly be till late night.
i hope the boys wont be angry with me.
reached home just in time before midnight. i miss bf already.
anyways. im off to bed now.
gd night dearies.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 12:30 PM
mood: A BIT SENSE OF HAPPINESS
music: KERJA MALAM
met up with MAK yesterday over supper aka dinner at ALIP.
yup, we talked hugged and send her home.
kesian nanti apa-apa yazid carik gueh tahu.
its up to you to decide where you want to do in life. whats more what you're gonna do with your life. if that is the decision and mindset that you already had before even we start on our journey.
i have no other things left to say on it.
its seems that its ur life.
the end.
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 10:51 AM
mood: LETHARGIC
music: TOMAT-WALI BAND

Bf's fault that im addicted to this song. hmmph!
yesterday head down to Suntec City, bf's mum wanna get camera.
i feel its kind off random, and hope she likes the camera.
it started off bad for both of us. yup.
normal, its like dah macam kebiasaan. it was okay. took bus trip home.
penat okay.
the amount of people in suntec city.
and bumping onto aisyah and fauzan was unexpected.
:)
anyways. back to working life.
im coping.
love you.
me- " what does my baby wants for christmas?"
baby- "what does her babat wants to get her?"
you make me and bonchet laugh okay baby.
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:16 AM
mood: ♥.
music: LISTEN

its been awhile since i last met ♥.
both of us have different responsibilities that at times didnt allow ourself to spend QT as much.
this week have been hectic.
yes. very hectic that at times i feel like giving up.
having to doubt myself is certain things after being questioned by the experts.
its tough. but come to think of it, when things get though and you overcomed it. the sense of achievement afterwards is priceless.
i guess now is to give the best to this final attachment. soon.
leaving pretty soon.
date with sumbangs soon.
riding with the boys soon.
missing the ♥.
worthwhile
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 12:03 AM
mood: ACHING
music: RUSSIAN ROULETTE- RIHANNA

This was how i looked like earlier today. yes my dear.
i dared myself and challenge my limits to take up 9 cases.
actually i had 6 cases on hand. 1 patient went for op. 1 came from ED and another was a transfer from ICU. i guess what i can say is that, im thankful that my staff is super patient with me.
thank you for staying back with me eventhough i was slow in handling stuff.
today i had alot of calls to be done.
cultures to collect.
PVRU to be done.
and many many many many more.
alhamdulillah. its over. tomorrow i want to take another 9 case. i know its hard.
everything is hard went you start it at the first pace. need to get use to it though.
i'll be off for my OT and ED posting soon. and guess when is my night duty?
its on 23rd and 24th dec.
Yes people. i will be celebrating my christmas with carols during night duty and wholesome supper aka breakfast.
insyallah, when there is a will, there will always be a way.
:)
and lovelies. i have a new love after 1.5 years of using Nokia MusicExpress5610 and Motorolla Phone.
Presenting:
SAMSUNG OMNIA PRO B7330
jakun.com
and im leaving soon.
dont miss me.
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
mood: HAPPY OCCASSION
music: KEPAK-KEPAK KELEPUNG-KELEPUNG

alhamdulillah.
our sister has already ended her singlehood. and with her only b, usop.
was able to be there to witness the whole process.
im happy for you dearest sis.
chombs and azim doakan yang terbaik dalam menjalani bahtera yang baru dibina.
insyallah, setiap yang baik mesti menerima yang baik.
xoxo.
ps: ours wont be that soon. its too early to say. insyallah.
suprisingly suprised
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
mood: CAUGHT OFF GUARD
music: CRAWL-CHRIS BROWN

didnt rode to work today.
bf fetched from work. yes yes. bcc fetched.
finally. miss those times when he would fetch from work.
bcc brought along his mum's otak-otak place with bread. thank you love.
we talked about how our weekend plans are gonna be like.
updating each other on our daily activities.
how was my practicals coming along.
meeting his again tomorrow to head to sis angel's solemnisation.
im sexcited for sis angel.
:)
once again love. thank you.
i guess, the flower really made my week today.
eventhough how screwed i was this week, you ended it with a good note.
ily.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 8:14 AM

Dear Abdul Azim,
HAPPY 22nd YEARS OF LIFE.
This was our first celebrating it together. Yesterday was simple meet up. We should go for a better celebration okay love.
I hope what i gave was something you least expected.
Thank you for being there despite everything that has happend.
:)
Iloveyou.
From,
Siti Safiah