Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 6:03 PM

thinks are getting more intense.
finally a very nice indoor rest.
i suka, i suka.
:)
penats.
im not sure of what i want to update more about daily living.
i will be away for a while.
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Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 7:11 PM

BumbleBee
i fell in love with this baby. oh yes yes yes.
please be nice.
:)
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Hari Tuek Mar
Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 11:31 PM

As we go on, we remember
All the times, we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friend forever.
Happy 20th Birthday ♥
We were back in Secondary 1 when we first talked to each other.
Now 7 years and our friendship going on.
May Allah bless you in great health, happiness and joy for you and your love ones.
I couldn't ask for a better besty.
next date would be ECP.
♥
@ 11:22 AM
mood: CONTENTED
music: YANK-WALI BAND
BESTY's 20th Advance + Surprise Birthday Celebration

alhamdulillah, close friends being there make it more meaningful ever.
i guess at the end of the day, we look back thinking how our life changed
eversince we known each other.
not counting haiza, my own cousin. she has been there for my every achievement and downfall.
thanks cuzzy.
the weird thing was, besty almost lost her patience when her dearest sister decided to bring her to KEPPEL BAY instead of shopping time. :)
we sabo'ed her by carrying all her balloons all the way from;
KEPPLE BAY to TAXI to FLEA MARKET.
hehehe member received all the birthday wishes from people around her. :))
next was to flea market over at Singapore Flyer's.
a job well done ladies. :)ps: smelly + irms not in picture
but sad enough didnt find anything i loved or craved for.
besty and achi went to raffles city for prayers, me and haiza head over to bugis once they were done. i swear, Charles and Keith really made me went "Oh La La".
sadded please.
next was filling our tummies with McD.
my craving was fulfilled. McFlurry.
we spent like close to one hour with just sitting and catching up in our lifes.
:)
i would love more of this SUMBANGS.
soon okay.
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weekend well spend.
now to think of a way how to ensure i can meet my baby + gila SOON
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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 10:26 AM
aku tak nak besarkan apa yang aku dah buat but things is getting out of hand.
hari biasa orang kerja atau sekolah, standard ibu ngan aku yang bersihkan rumah.
aku buat katil, vacuum rumah, jemur bantal, mandikan atok, kasi obat.
terus terang ah, ikhlas aku buat.
jangan take advantage ah. apa takde satu orang pun boleh
pergi kat dier bila dia panggil?
apa aku sorang jer per kat rumah ni yang tak PEKAK?
siallah, its emotionally destroying me.
find enough lah.
abeh anak dier yang 11 tu takde tangan, takde kaki?
satu soalan ah, ada satu dari korang ambek
kesempatan tak tukarkan pampers dia?
ada?
selama aku kat rumah ni. jgn nak kata tukar pamper lah. korang nak
buang air kencing dier pun pass kat aku. i mean, orang tua tu siapa pada korang?
korang ada otak kan. fikir sendiri lah. pasal makcik/pakcik
aku ni semua ada perasaan.
mak aku kan; takde perasaan.
takde rasa penat.
takde rasa lenguh.
takde rasa nak keluar satu keluarga ngan family dia sendiri.
takde rasa nak shopping.
pandai-pandai korang fikir sendiri.
aku tengah binget, ni ah jadi.
so kalau kau rasa kau betul, comment ah.
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 10:38 PM

its almost a month now, why are you still doing this to yourself?
must i go to the very last resort before you will stop all this?
..........
im excited about tomorrow.
Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 10:36 PM

its hard isn't it to see pichas of me with my dearest besty.
:)
introducing, MARINAH MOHDAR.
we have quite a different taste in everything.
but somehow, all i must say. you're the best BESTY.
insyallah, she is continuing the studies in one of the local UNI's.
and im counting down your birthday date.
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work was fun today.
superbly fun. smelly, you should be there.
it was really kekek.com/sap
transformed
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 2:14 PM

This was the year i became close to MCC.
:) this was the year that my of curly hair.
was still happy and enjoying my hair.

it was coming to 4 yrs when 2009 i decided to continue curling my hair.
one reason was my hair was growing longer, and its causing trouble.
hair was getting much is the worst state.
even when i went to school with track pants, as though i was in my pyjamas.
imagine that.

soon after i was prepare physically and mentally.
biggest changed i had was late 2009 when i decided to rebond my hair with father's permission.
finally, the change was really something i need to boost my esteem.
no regrets.
im more in control of the hair now.

finally.
this is the current look.
not that im saying i've regretted my bangs, but its really in my way.
:)
alhamdulillah.
changing for the better.
dengan berkat dari DIA, im able to.
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Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 6:51 PM

turn left. turn right.
i must say i miss this fringe.
:)
faster grow fringe.
as it is, im still down with slight fever, sore throat, flu and cough.
yup.
u name it, and i've got it.
yesterday was really a new day. besty finally met Smelly.
i like. after work headed to TS for a late lunch aka early dinner.
after that we hunt for stuff, but first was our killing shoes.
cheap $5 slippers was our saviour and also Mak's panadol Extra saves the day.
next date is 8th Apr, Achi is joining.
confirm gerek.com
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Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 10:47 AM

was not feeling well this few days.
i bet i must go back to night runs on friday night.
work is starting like a month from now.
:)
like finally i hope this time i get the hang of it.
west coast was marvelous. i never did experience those obstacles. 3 other hantu's really pushed me to my limits this time. :)
i thanked god for them.
alhamdulillah.
Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live.- Dorothy Thomson
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