mood: SHOULDER FEEL LIGHTER
music: GET OUT

finally the NS3 presentation is over. Ns4 is definitely my favourite along with PAS. i guess thats all. i was so freaking nervous for the NS3 presentation. damn i want to get to year 3 without repeating any modules. ya allah. im super paranoid i tell you. bf fetched me from school today. yup. pampered la ehk, mentang-mentang member stays near. well, he also can't give much reliable excuse. like usual i didn't ate anything in school today, except for the fish fillet that ibu fried and i ate with 2 slices of bread.

yup, thats my breakfast-lunch-dinner. then hema gave me a big piece cookie. superb! thanks hemaTURIA. hehe ( safia so bad ). anyways. ayu decided to cancel her tp and wait for me to finish my practicals. i hope she really waits for me and go tp with me. i want to keep the momentum. i don't want to loose it. haha, madang bebual pasal lesen je kan sekarang. yup, bf is also having is theory lessons on saturday. hehe member tak nak loose out laaa kan.

yesterday we went to bbdc. thought of topping up his account. suddenly his atm card has error. so had to forgo.all way after the urut2 at clubby, i wasn't feeling well. i guess i was not eating. i only had scrambled eggs in the morning. i was in school till 5.45pm. head to bf's place, wait for him to clean up. i told him i wasnt feeling well. by the time i reached home. bathed. slept till 9pm. i ate dinner. there you go, i vomitted everything. as in all the things i ate. the murtabak, the chicken, the prawn. the water.

in the end, i felt as though my stomach was vacuumed. shit the feeling is like im bloating up soon. bf was already in lala land. he was also feeling unwell. weird isnt it? yeah. that was the worst experience. you know, when feeding patient with NGT, we need to check placement isnt it. and we need to aspirate out to check the colour of the gastric juice? yup. thats the same gastric juice that came out my mouth. kimek! perits. i cried.

super scared. ibu was asking me about my lunch in school. she knew i was saving money. boom there goes the nagging. but takpe, get to lay on ibu's lap. gerekness.com

ps: till next updates

Labels: 24 days. MADRASAH GIVING A HEADACHE.