mood: TEARS & EXHAUSTION
music: TOGETHER-NEYO

Tii! Happy 21st Birthday!

Saf wish awak all the best in life okay teacher. Stay happy always okay deary. And kita miss awak banyak-banyak. Kita need a lot of hugs.

One after another, emotions are hard to control nowadays. tuhan aja tahu how i feel right now. i want to sleep it off so i will wake up with a clear mind. but weird, my eyes arent willing to shut it off. however different things happend, which is tears became that faithful companion for past two days. yes, took out my album and photos i've collected eversince i started poly life.

cried everytime i look at the memories. i know it should have been smiles and laughter that kept me going. but yes, tears are the companion. the bond between me and abah. the bond between me and friends. the bond between me and bf. the bond between me and adiratna. the bond between me and ma'wa. mcm retak menanti belah.

ya allah, sesungguhnya aku hamba yang hina. kau terangi hidup ku ini dengan kesabaran and kekuatan untuk aku hadapi semua ini yang allah. kau jauhkan aku dari hasad, dengki, iri hati dan tamak. sesungguhnya ya allah, kau yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang. amin.

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