mood: GRATEFUL
music: ADIRATNA OPEN HOUSE

i started my day with smiles. even though i'm dragging myself to school. and to add more spice to it. i met BESTY in the train! finally, dah macam bertahun aku tak jumpa. we were roughly planning for an outing on the late FEBRUARY to early MARCH.

i told her everything that was troubling my mind currently. i guess BESTY pun macam pening. We split ways, i was dropping at SIM and she at NP. Yeah bump onto Ruz. Head to the Optimetry Lab with Ruz. It started scary, i have always been scared talking to public. Why? I'm scared of giving the wrong info. But by the time it was 1pm. I was doing the talking by myself.

Finish shift at 3. Changed to Adiratna t-shirt and off i went to SDAR. My girls are already there. Was smiling all the way. Giving myself motivation. I know my girls need that too. We had two rounds of training before heading to club to change and get ready. Why was i there when i'm not performing? I thought my girls need my help and motivation in some way or another. We borrowed Paduka's Baju this time. Thank Fahmi. Really. Thank You.:) We were at the simplest. No Bengkung, No Kelepet, be it besi/kain nya.

Me/Dayah/Ekynn were in charge of the awok's hair. Dyla was with the Frontman. Batik with base. Irma with eye shadow. Kiki with samping. Alhamdulillah. I know you guys can team up. ambeng and tek was being irritating screaming " TIME CHECK!". got them ready and off we went to atrium. what was really the best and i could remember was the group hug. seriously. everthough you guys may think its really childish. but, hugs really reduces the pressure and give relieves. watched them played. really made me happy. smilling and enjoying themselves to the beats. ya allah. tuhan aje tahu how proud i am of you guys. might not be perfect.
but, THERE IS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT!
Thank you Jie for being there. i love you laa. Thank you for always being there for me, hearing me out. Hugs you more. All the best for Monday's results honey!

My ADIRATNA,

Stay strong you guys, i know at times remarks are made and you guys are somehow hurt about it, unintentional. However, sometimes we need to give a bit of PUSH to improve and make things work. I know you guys can do it. Proven. Alhamdulillah. I want my you guys to maintain that number of awok. Walaupun tak semua perfect. Each of you have different strength that is needed in the team. Insyallah, selagi i'm needed in the family. I will be there.:) Well done dears.

Love,
Sap

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