Safiah Hassan
22021990
Future SN; TTSH
Riding is my ECSTASY
Aiming for Yamaha R6
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Email: sufiyyahbalqis@hotmail.com
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 8:04 PM
each time i tried to recall, why, why must i be the one having to go through all this feelings. sometimes i hate myself for not being able to be like the rest. sometimes i hate myself for hurting people i love. subhannallah, HE knows how hard i tried not to hurt and destroy the relationship with the people i've come to love.
family; no matter how hard i tried. no matter how ignorant i tried to be and always prayed it will get better someday. i guess im tired and sick of waiting for it to be back to normal. it hurts to see my family breaking apart. it hurts to see that its hard for us to eat as one big family once more. my parents are my root to perserverance.
guide me through, ya allah.
friends; our differences may be one of many strengths. our differences may be even be the caused of our path heading in different ways. im afraid to build much more, im afraid to hurt more than i've already have. im afraid to put others where i had been, im afraid i'm in the losing end.
guide me through, ya allah.
love; loving isnt something you own. loving is something you're willing to share , trust and treasure. loving is something wish has to be a learning process for us to be better. im staying. im staying. yes i am. a girl i am, fragile inside.