mood: HOLDING ON
music: NEW SHOES-BEYONCE

kerana ikutkan hati, my bill mounted. and now, i have to pay the price for it. over with it. menyesal pun tak guna. i have to start from scratch. like i said in my new year resolution, i want to complete my practical 4.02 by end of january. yes, i guess my aim is really tough. as it concerns money.

gosh. i cant really get over the feeling of wasting almost half of 1K on my bills. fskcuskkhkskcuk. ok dah diam. safiah stop regretting over spilled milk. i want to start school fast. i want to end my 2nd year fast and go ahead to being a 3rd year student. shit. i will start missing lectures when i'm doing my prcp. i will start missing sms'ing in lectures when im doing my prcp. but heck care. i want to start working on my bond ASAP.

i guess when im old enough and start reading on my entries that i've posted. i will realise how silly i was back in my younger days. getting on abah nerves. sharing gossips with ibu. irritating adik. that's life.

im off to bed. bf is already in lala-land. he has to wake up at 5am. padahal camp 3 bustops away from home. kuku nene. he says, he needs to get ready in case he need to travel to other camps. pandai jugak bf. so yeah. and abah, im not ready to settle down. i have a lot to achieve in life.
i want a Class 2 license. so bf, you wait hor.

morning readers.

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