mood: HANDLING IT ONE AT A TIME
music: ONE STEP AT A TIME-JORDIN SPARK

the news i received from one of the girls really mad me angry. but more to sad and disappointed. i've the very best, tak perform pun i tried to be there. why don't you guys put yourself in my shoes? what you guys feel when there is many awok performing and you can't perfom? due to the promised that you have made to your parents? dilemma. sedih. left out. that is what i felt.
maybe you guys think that i happily at home enjoying my life. you guys went for potluck, i wasn't there. ader yang take a step to even ask why i wasn't there? pasal semua assume, i want to runaway. isn't it?

im facing it. i know i ain't the best for you guys. like i have said, if you guys do not put the effort to even try and improve. even with all the resources available, the encouragement & moral support. it won't give any impact. why? basically, you YOURSELF are not willing to.
im not pointing at anybody.

i had my say. you have yours?

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